Thursday, October 18, 2007

Lingering Again

How do you cope with the loneliness and ache?

It is so hard to be alone. I just want a companion, someone to be with. And I just want some affection. I want to cuddle. I want to hold hands. I want to kiss. I'm not asking for much. A guy like me should be able to do all of those things. I'm so tired of watching all the guys around me do them. I am not a loser. I am not ugly. I am not socially inept. *sigh*

Once again my finger lingers over the publish button. My dad says I should just not think about it. Just don't think about it and it will all go away.

4 comments:

Kengo Biddles said...

I think it would be a safe thing not to put all of your "eggs" in one "basket" and look to spread these desires to appropriate sources.

As for loneliness, if you ever want to hang out, I know that a number of us would love to just hang out and have fun.

playasinmar said...

Of course someone like you would want all those things! You're one of those... those... humans.

Remus said...

"How do you cope with the loneliness and ache?"
That is a question that I have been trying to answer for 22 years. But really, I don't know. I've surrounded myself by people my whole life and I still feel so lonely and separated from the world...

Kengo Biddles said...

Wait, Peter ... you're a ... human?! I can't be seen in public with you. What would it do to my image? ;)

And Remus, I love you when I say this, and I say this as much to myself, a big part of feeling lonely is this: you have to let people in...

...even if you sometimes get hurt by them. A hard lesson to learn, and I'm still learning it.